miercuri, 1 august 2012
What I hate most, right now.
Have you ever been in love? Horrible, isn't it? It makes you vulnerable, it opens your heart and that means someone can get inside and mess you up. You build up all those defences, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you. Then, one stupid man, no different from any other stupid men, wanders into your stupid life. You give him a piece of you. He didn't ask for it. You do something dumb one day, and your life isn't yours anymore. Love takes no hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so a simple phrase like "I wanna sleep with someone else" or "I need a break so i can figure out how I feel" turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. Not just in imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real pain. I hate love.